[At least Tony thought to add another to his pile?]
Can't imagine things have slowed down that much without me. [Ah, right, he's not there to distract Nux. And Nux is probably taking it pretty badly, come to think of it...
[He wants to say something about all this, but at the same time doesn't want it to sound like he's trying to guilt him into coming back. If he returns, it shouldn't be out of guilt.]
[So far Nathan's the only one who's been that thoughtful. He's feeling guilty enough without the extra help, and returning on the merit of guilt alone will only make him resentful.]
Thanks. Me too, but I'm not getting my hopes up.
It's pretty important. Heard I basically ruined it.
[When you don't know what to say, just say nothing. That tends to be Nathan's default strategy.]
I honestly do not care much about my birthday. Please don't feel guilty about it. [The gesture had been nice, or would have been had the circumstances not been what they are, but. He wouldn't have minded not having any acknowledgement.
[It's the situation that's upsetting, not the timing.]
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on 2015-09-16 04:08 am (UTC)Can't imagine things have slowed down that much without me. [Ah, right, he's not there to distract Nux. And Nux is probably taking it pretty badly, come to think of it...
Wow he really is an asshole.]
Looking for someone in the states. No luck.
Say uh... sorry about your birthday.
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on 2015-09-16 04:55 am (UTC)[He wants to say something about all this, but at the same time doesn't want it to sound like he's trying to guilt him into coming back. If he returns, it shouldn't be out of guilt.]
I hope you manage to find them.
My birthday is not that important.
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on 2015-09-16 12:14 pm (UTC)Thanks. Me too, but I'm not getting my hopes up.
It's pretty important. Heard I basically ruined it.
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on 2015-09-16 08:35 pm (UTC)I honestly do not care much about my birthday. Please don't feel guilty about it. [The gesture had been nice, or would have been had the circumstances not been what they are, but. He wouldn't have minded not having any acknowledgement.
[It's the situation that's upsetting, not the timing.]
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on 2015-09-16 10:05 pm (UTC)I know, but still.
[Too late he already does. He knows he screwed up, but knowing and owning up to are two very different things.
Especially when he doesn't feel as though he's the only one at fault.]
Say uh... thanks for contacting me. All the same.
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on 2015-09-17 03:40 am (UTC)I'm sorry I took so long.
[They're going to get into another apology spiral, aren't they?]
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on 2015-09-17 03:58 am (UTC)Don't worry about it. You didn't have to, after all. Kinda didn't think you'd want to, all things considered.
[Probably. He's expecting everyone to hate him at this point.]