I'm both, and I can't ignore one of those things forever. I'm not like you guys, I can't just turn it off and pretend it all never happened. Play fucking house for the rest of my life.
Don't call it that! "Playing house?" What we've built in Shepherd's Haven's so much more than that, it's a safe place for people to live peaceful lives. You know better than to insult it.
Sorry. [He does sound sincere. They've worked hard to build this place, they deserve the peace he can't find. It's cruel to mock it and he knows it.] Settle down, would you?
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[He can fight, that's about all he can do. The peaceful stuff? Not working out so well for him. If his mental degeneration is anything to go by.]
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[He does not like manipulation tactics, Nux, even if he does know what you're trying to do.]
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Look, Nux, my kinda use isn't useful anymore. You don't keep a weapon around just because one day someone might show up you can use it on.
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I don't work that way.
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[Oops maybe he went a little too far this time.]
Look I said I was sorry.
[Not that that fixes or changes anything and he knows it. Well guess he might just get what he wants and everyone will hate him?]
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Dude's probably having a good laugh at all of this.]
Look I'm just... Gonna go.
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Why don't you try asking God?
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There's a quiet puff of surprise, the only indication that he's still on the line, followed by a confused and thoughtful 'huh'.
Maybe he and his other weren't so different after all.]
You hear anything, let me know. I think I'm still waiting on my answer too.
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Or he just doesn't feel like answering questions from the likes of me.
[Resentful? Maybe a little. Cast out before he ever had a chance to realize what was even happening. Isn't that just the way it goes?]
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