It's beginning to look like a lot of people fell for it. And with my history, I can't really be angry... I've no doubt that it looked like a lot of potential things that could have been wrong.
[Miserably, this is something he's aware of and he can't deny. It's the worst thing by far about suffering from his brand of ailments; they are poorly understood and present unpredictably, making it easy for an imposter to make him seem like he's suffering a break, rather than being replaced entirely.
He swallows, trying to keep the raw, painful lump in his throat from coming through too noticeably. It's very likely that he fails utterly.]
I'm going to give it some thought, I... might as well try to take my mind off of the fact that I haven't been with Cesar this last week.
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[Miserably, this is something he's aware of and he can't deny. It's the worst thing by far about suffering from his brand of ailments; they are poorly understood and present unpredictably, making it easy for an imposter to make him seem like he's suffering a break, rather than being replaced entirely.
He swallows, trying to keep the raw, painful lump in his throat from coming through too noticeably. It's very likely that he fails utterly.]
I'm going to give it some thought, I... might as well try to take my mind off of the fact that I haven't been with Cesar this last week.